Yes!
Bad planning left me as an unwelcome tag along with strangers, which then over took my mind in a flood of panic, self doubt, insecurities, being judged, and without any way for me to correct my situation in the state I was in. Worst feeling I have ever had.
After hours of that nightmare, I’m now at a bar and the faces passing in front of me are now ghosted behind a comical and twisted representation of themselves and would also immediately reveal that person’s deepest insecurities. Two faces of the same person looking right into my eyes, one a complete facade made up for the real world, the other a tormented and hidden soul that is just as nervous and scared as I was earlier. It was revelatory, healing, comical, I felt a rush of freedom from burdens that I will never even understand.
The worst and most amazing experiences I have ever had. I would sign up for the ride again if I still had the invulnerability of youth.
