Yeah, I feel ya. But don’t be toooo grateful. I’ve quit heroin after years of IV use (a few times, embarrasingly), and I still struggle with cigarettes. The long game with nic is brutal. Sometimes I don’t think I’ll ever be free of nic cravings. I actually catch myself thinking things like ‘I’ll never be happy without cigarettes’ or ‘I am unable to be creative without nicotine’, totally creepy irrational shit that feels like it comes from outside of you.
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