It is what it is. At this stage leaving isn’t an option unless i have somewher I KNOW I can start over, have some kind of employment or some other way to support myself, and the ability to at least try a few things like podcasting or youtube. I don’t see this as feasable without the fear it’s going to somehow long term fuck me over even if someone with a lot of money went ‘hey I want to help you out of a jam.’
i actually like my family SO LONG As POLITIcs ar NEVER BROUGHT UP. I do not mind helping them with errends or house things or the like. IT’s just when political views happen that it turns into oil/water. I also hate the idea that now everyone here thinks they’re literal monsters.
Deeply flawed/ sure. Literal Hitler/Stalin/PolPot? No.
