I find a lot of “modern” art is more contestual than subjective. It poses a question, good or bad, which more often than not is “look at me”.
Kinda inherently self indulgent.
If I look at this am I engaging with the beautiful or the shocking?
I gravitate toward the noise and the chaos but this leaves me cold.
For me I love the stuff that frames a new way of seeing stuff either socially or phenomenologicaly. The abstract stuff that makes me look in wonder is my go to for good feels.