A flaw underlying the reasoning here might be the notion that there is any objective difference between ones self initiating an action, or anybody else. Problems do not become any more special if they are yours, mine, or anybody elses. Also, I am not convinced that controlling or limiting ones own government qualifies as “extraordinary”. Assuming that it is might be serving only to normalize disenfranchisement. Why not promote it as a healthy norm?
Your first few questions about how I live could easily turn into a derailing digression if I addressed them here. But to answer your last question - there does not seem to be any reason to assume that there is any difference between one group politely co-existing with an authoritarian regime and any another. I am not sure what you might be implying with this, but I never claimed to be politely co-existing with it, myself. Quite the opposite, as I am rather confrontational.
I am happy that the irony of this was not wasted upon you. So, who is the kamikaze? The one who is willing to use a modicum of force to stand up to the out-of-control machine? Or those who let the whole enterprise be run into the ground with all hands aboard so that The Biggest Monkey in the Zoo gets their way?
That’s hardly the point. Reddit “doing what they could” is a tautology, since nobody does what they can’t. What is the point in comparing me to Reddit? Being given an option which is easier than abiding your conscience is certainly a possible course of action, but it would be naive to assume that it is the only viable course of action. Everybody who gives in makes it more difficult for those who know better.