White House "can't guarantee" there's no tape of Trump using N-word

When she says

if at any point we felt that the president was who some of his critics claim him to be, we certainly wouldn’t be here.

She means

if at any point we faced up to the reality that the president was who some of his critics claim him to be, we certainly wouldn’t be here, but we’re all too busy normalizing things to make them the new reality so we don’t have to face the current reality.