Yep; that don’t-give-a-shit feeling is pretty cool when everyone at work is running around and no matter how much the the supervisor yelled at me, it had no effect. But not feeling anything 24/7 means that I was missing out on everything else.
I’m now on low levels of prozac, trying to thread the needle between caring too much and not caring enough, but sometimes I wish that I could find a little more excitement than I’ve got going right now.
