Also, that comic reminds me of this one:
Neighbors setting off fireworks while my largest cat is sitting on my lap.
Asshole tried to hide behind a utility pole when I looked out the window. I know who you are now, dumbass.
Totally!
Iām not making any assumptions about anyone else around here, but personally Iāve had suicidal ideation in the not-too-distant past. One of the best things I heard was, and it was someone I donāt know talking about someone else I donāt know committing suicide, she said how sad it was that he was gone and that, āsuicide, it might feel like the only solution at the time, but itās such a permanent solution to a problem that is most probably a temporary problem.ā
Itās really stuck with me.
Iām not terrible, but Iāve been better.
Last HRT check up didnāt go well, T is still non-existent , but E levels were down. That news hit hard, three months ago, things were starting to look good. I considered sticking things out with sublingual E a little longer, but decided injections it is despite the extra cost. Planned Parenthood is great about listening to my input and adjusting things accordingly, so I start E injections tomorrow. Iām not scared of needles, but am apprehensive about stabbing myself with one. Iām sure it will get easier with time. Hereās hoping this makes a difference.
I hope the injections work the way you want them to!
Hang in there, kiddo, youāre going the right way. It can take a while to get used to injecting yourself but you got this; itās all for the good, right?
Thanks. Iāve read plenty of positive anecdotes so Iām hopeful.
I am happy that I have a video appointment to guide me through my first shot tomorrow. I think Iāll get used to it fairly quickly. I luckily have no issues with needles and the apprehension is just over the issue of self administration. Iāll get it!
Iād stab myself multiple times a day with the uptake needles if thatās what it took.
Glad you have some proper instruction first, that must be a relief.
Best thing is you found a solution and youāre going with it.
If nobody has said it yet, Well Done You!
That is a huge relief. In the end, I didnāt have much of a choice anyway. Thereās a clock running down, the pills had plateaued and any more time taking them was less time finding a solution that works. Thanks for the encouragement!
@ChuckV Thanks, the encouragement helps, but ultimately, when the going got tough, I had to switch to power tools.
No problem, any time. Itās what we do!!
Best of luck, I hope this works for you!
Thanks
As of roughly 30 min I am temporarily not okay. I NEED ESTROGEN!!! I havenāt taken any pills since last night and have been running on fumes all day, guess the tanks empty. At least my appointmentās in a couple of hours.
Also, a giant FUCK YOU to fascists. I had successfully managed to avoid getting a Twitter account up until yesterday. Their relentless transphobic attacks made it necessary so I could more easily keep track of their shit.