Are you okay?

Also, that comic reminds me of this one:

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Neighbors setting off fireworks while my largest cat is sitting on my lap.

Angry Aubrey Plaza GIF by Parks and Recreation

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Scott Aukerman Tattoo GIF

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Asshole tried to hide behind a utility pole when I looked out the window. I know who you are now, dumbass.

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Totally!

Iā€™m not making any assumptions about anyone else around here, but personally Iā€™ve had suicidal ideation in the not-too-distant past. One of the best things I heard was, and it was someone I donā€™t know talking about someone else I donā€™t know committing suicide, she said how sad it was that he was gone and that, ā€œsuicide, it might feel like the only solution at the time, but itā€™s such a permanent solution to a problem that is most probably a temporary problem.ā€

Itā€™s really stuck with me.
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Iā€™m not terrible, but Iā€™ve been better. :woman_shrugging:

Last HRT check up didnā€™t go well, T is still non-existent :tada: , but E levels were down. That news hit hard, three months ago, things were starting to look good. I considered sticking things out with sublingual E a little longer, but decided injections it is despite the extra cost. Planned Parenthood is great about listening to my input and adjusting things accordingly, so I start E injections tomorrow. Iā€™m not scared of needles, but am apprehensive about stabbing myself with one. Iā€™m sure it will get easier with time. Hereā€™s hoping this makes a difference. :crossed_fingers:

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Mel B Good Luck GIF by America's Got Talent

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Thank U Laughing GIF by Pusheen

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I hope the injections work the way you want them to!

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Hang in there, kiddo, youā€™re going the right way. It can take a while to get used to injecting yourself but you got this; itā€™s all for the good, right?

I See You Yes GIF by Ryn Dean

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Thanks. Iā€™ve read plenty of positive anecdotes so Iā€™m hopeful.

I am happy that I have a video appointment to guide me through my first shot tomorrow. I think Iā€™ll get used to it fairly quickly. I luckily have no issues with needles and the apprehension is just over the issue of self administration. Iā€™ll get it!

Iā€™d stab myself multiple times a day with the uptake needles if thatā€™s what it took.

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Glad you have some proper instruction first, that must be a relief.
Best thing is you found a solution and youā€™re going with it.

If nobody has said it yet, Well Done You!

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That is a huge relief. In the end, I didnā€™t have much of a choice anyway. Thereā€™s a clock running down, the pills had plateaued and any more time taking them was less time finding a solution that works. Thanks for the encouragement!

@ChuckV Thanks, the encouragement helps, but ultimately, when the going got tough, I had to switch to power tools.

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No problem, any time. Itā€™s what we do!!

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Best of luck, I hope this works for you!

spongebob starfish rooting for you

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Thanks

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As of roughly 30 min I am temporarily not okay. I NEED ESTROGEN!!! I havenā€™t taken any pills since last night and have been running on fumes all day, guess the tanks empty. At least my appointmentā€™s in a couple of hours.


Also, a giant FUCK YOU to fascists. I had successfully managed to avoid getting a Twitter account up until yesterday. Their relentless transphobic attacks made it necessary so I could more easily keep track of their shit.

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