Can I give a ‘fuck the last few days’?
Because while I’ve been hiding it on here and acting like nothing was wrong, boy has it earned it.
On Tuesday, I learnt that extreme stress and anxiety can cause such a remarkably good impression of heart trouble/ongoing microstroke that your doctor calls 999 and you end up spending the afternoon and evening in A&E.
On Wednesday, I learnt that even though the symptoms aren’t a micro stroke, (Yay!) the physical strain caused by equivalent symptoms doesn’t go away overnight.
On Thursday, my delayed emotional processing is just catching up, and I’m kinda still realising just what happened. And I’m still emotionally and physically exhausted and catching-up days later. (And trying to actually integrate the emotional stuff and not just ignore it)
Whee!
